

I can’t believe it’s been a year since the peaceful day I pushed you out into the world (drug free).

We had a fun party for you with all your grandma and grandpa cousins and cute little sunny cupcakes. You got some fun little things for your birthday. I hope you’ll have a fun time playing with them for a long time.

What a year it’s been. You have been a fun and welcome addition to our family. Your sister has had a ball playing with you. Even after a year, she still gets excited when she sees you each morning.
It has been so fun to watch the two of you play interact together. My favorite is when you crawl over to her and try and invoke a wrestling match. She loves to roll around on the floor with you to make you giggle.
I have loved holding you even though, for the most part you straight-arm me and don’t let me get very close. It’s okay if you need me to be at arm’s length, everyone needs their space (babies usually don’t, but whatever it’s cool, I get it).

I can say this now because it’s over, but a couple months ago, when you were sick and threw-up for 10 days straight, and had no energy except to lay on me, I secretly enjoyed it. I enjoyed cuddling with you and I felt like you really wanted and needed me. I felt like I got to know you a little better. I think you enjoyed it too, because ever since then you have let me cuddle you a lot more often. I love that. You also learned how to say mama during this time, so that was special to hear you ask for me like that.

I have enjoyed saving your life thousands of times when I pulled all that stuff out of your mouth that you ate and otherwise would have choked on, including these tulips you were eating during your one year old photo shoot. I hope that someday you will stop eating non-food items, you probably will, I am not that worried.
I love that you have a high preference for Italian food. I think it is unusual for babies to love Italian food the way you do. Maybe someday you will eat things beyond spaghetti, lasagna, tortellini, and mac-n-cheese, but for now I will keep making them for you because otherwise meal-time is a very scary occurrence for me where you throw your food and bang your milk cup and flap your arms which makes food splatter all over my clean walls.
I love how you love your little sunny blankies I made for you, even though it’s frustrating that you somehow have the baby ingenuity to untie the ties and eat them and then toss them out of your crib over and over. I don’t think most babies can do that, so right away, I think that puts you at the head of your class.
I love taking you for walks with your sister in our double stroller. You just love to be in your stroller outside. I love how you get so excited and love to see animals. You probably always will because we will likely never have an animal living with us at our house. You never complain, even if it’s cold. The two of you love sitting by each other and seeing the world.

You also love to be in your Snuggly baby carrier strapped to me or daddy. It’s fun (for a while, but then it breaks my back) to carry you around like that and let you see the world that way. I love how you are so happy to stay in there for hours.
I love that you love to kick. You used to kick constantly when you were inside me, and you have never really stopped. We love how you are always providing a cadence wherever we go. We never wonder where you are, because we always hear the kick, kick, kick of your little legs.
We love to hear your little voice. It is so sweet. You love to jabber, jabber all the time. You even say a few words. You’ve said nana (banana), bampa (grandpa), da da (bye bye while you waive) and cheese (whenever we take your picture) it’s so cute. We hope you start telling us lots more things soon.
Your favorite thing to do besides ride in the stroller is take a bath. You are always happy in a warm bath especially with your sister. You love to splash and kick those legs ninety miles an hour and chew on your tub toys or your wash cloth.
Like Alyssa, you love being down-town, although you are not very patient while we are in the car driving there. Once we are there though, you are in seventh heaven. You squeal and point and yell and seem to love all the sights and sounds and general business. Most babies would be un-easy with all the commotion, not you or your sister though. I see both of you leading a very urban metropolitan lifestyle when you grow up.
We love to see you enjoy music. You are a cute little dancer. You feel the groove and show us by the way you move whenever you hear a song you like. Your favorite song is Viva La Vida by Cold Play. For a long time that is all you would put up with listening to in the car. I can’t blame you though, it is a great song. In fact, that whole album is great.
We love you so much darling Sunny. We can’t wait to see you learn and grow in so many new ways. Happy first birthday baby!